So if you've watched anime or know of it, you would recognize the name as the song from Outlaw Star. Its Melfina's song. Its really calming and I'm listening to it right now, while commenting to people, and sitting in class! Amazing I can finally connect in class.

And I want to apologize about last weeks rant. Naturally I wrote at the wrong time of the day and when I was alittle too heated about stuff and let it all get the best of me.

Anywho, Just sitting in class having an okay time. A little tired, but doing well. Can't focus on my storyboards so I was just sitting, and.. well ... you know me well enough to know that I started thinking. Smiling and thinking.. a good combo.

Anywho, I started thinking about this year. I know its not time for that, I mean its only half way through, but... just thinking a bout dates and whats going to happen again on those dates.

Starting at the top.. I htink... about anthony. and his family... and shelley.. and then aunt kat... and then nick. nick.. wow.. and in a few months grandmi... and just the people these events have a effected... the branching effect of death I suppose.. First year is the roughest.. but ... what about this next year. I wonder how long before you stop crying about it all. Ecspecially about the ones that were so... unexpected. The ones that shouldn't have happened..

But it comes to a happier note.. i promise. in 15 days it will be my two year "anniversary" i think its good and i'm excited. I have no plans made, perhaps just a nice card or something.. and I certainly don't expect anything.. not this year. I'm just happy we are together to celebrate it.. together this year. Much better than last year.

hmmm I should probably be working on my storyboard RIGHT NOW! > probably need some imogen heap to focus.

-me

ps.
i've lost weight. Silly to state, I know, but HEY i'm excited. Let me be happy!! LOL .